If you know me at all you know that I’m an harshly emotional human being… No matter what the topic is, I am likely to have a lot of feelings about it, however i can be legitimately empathetic and compassionate for other humans and living beings, then this legitimately causes me to have a lot of strenuous times when I see things suffering… Unfortunately, I do not have the same sense of compassion when it comes to myself, but when I am going through a strenuous period, I feel impatient and frustrated with myself.
That’s why I have been rather out of sorts recently when it comes to a matter of heartbreak.! Several months ago my bestie and I broke up without any warning.
Ever since then I have been emotional every time I change my thermostat settings, swap out the air filter, or reprogram the media air cleaner. It’s strenuous for me to do anything with the central heating and cooling system without thinking of him because he was a professional HVAC worker. It doesn’t help that I have been so bored and alone that my TV has been on 24/7. Every other commercial seems to be an allergy medication. When my pal and I were together I suffered from poor indoor pollen irritations and my bestie was constantly trying to improve my indoor air quality. He consistently had a current remedy in the form of a novel heating and cooling unit or improved filtration system. Now that my pal and I are separated I see reminders of my pollen irritations everywhere… Which means I’m constantly thinking of my ex in his hunky HVAC uniform.