If you know me at all you know that I am an harshly emotional human being.
No matter what the topic is, I am likely to have a lot of feelings about it; I can be absolutely empathetic plus comsentimental for other humans plus living beings; This genuinely causes me to have a lot of strenuous times when I see things suffering! Unblessedly, I do not have the same sense of compassion when it comes to myself, however when I am going through a strenuous period, I feel impatient plus miserable with myself. That’s why I have been rather out of sorts recently when it comes to a matter of heartbreak., however several months ago my bestie plus I broke up without any warning. Ever since then I have been emotional every time I change my thermostat settings, swap out the air filter, or reprogram the whole-apartment air purifier. It’s strenuous for me to do anything with the central heating plus cooling system without thinking of him because he was a professional Heating and A/C serviceman. It does not help that I have been so bored plus alone that my TV has been on 24/7. Every other commercial seems to be an flu symptom medication. When my associate and I were together I suffered from disappointing indoor pollen irritations plus my bestie was always trying to improve my indoor air quality, but he always had a current remedy in the form of a novel heating plus cooling device or improved filtration system. Now that my associate and I are separated I see reminders of my pollen irritations everywhere… Which means I am always thinking of my ex in his hunky Heating and A/C uniform.